love is like heaven but it hurts like hell

2010-01-03T01:51:00.001+08:00

this blog is so dead. time to change blog haha

http://life-of-endless-searching.blogspot.com/ moved haha

2009-12-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

omg i hv nt blogged 4 dann lot of yrs man.

today rly is super epic. i have nt been sleeping 4 almost 3 days lo
ytd some1 calll me say coming my hse crash at 4( wtf)
den in the become drinking session n den multiple ppl KO in my hse. wtf
worst still the noise generated sia is super super loud. they tink my hse K box.
sound screening dann gd sia. sing until siao diao 1 la
but worst make me go dance through i also back strain lol. dann i want to sleep but i cant. oh no i am becoming like farrah !!!!!!!!!

2009-12-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

yeah finally back. dann my mum keep on holding the docker den i can use the internet. hope my dad will sign a fix broadband, if nt dann sian la.

n haha the past week has been dann busy. dancing like some dog from monday to friday. but the new dance studio is dann cool la. n the sch building is design to do alot of crazy things sia. i like !!! haha.

plus sian door to door sales at boon lay for 3 days n was a bloody failure la. is rly nt as easy as it looks lol. dont noe how my mum did it in the pass. nvm my skills are nt gd enough so i must prac, prac, prac. for money i gg do my best haha. but at lest i must sell out 1 b4 christmas rite. den gt 400++ buck to spend yeah hehehe. from now on when i see children i seee $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ lol.

n thks to vincent, haolong, ruyan, zi xin. my had the guts to do door to door haha.

n the 3 things i hate from the door to door experience

1) bitch aunties wit bloody bad/ kb atittude. ( i met 1 la dulan)

2) ppl tt are so engross wit the tv tt can even hear the door bell( quite a lot )

3)ppl tt dont even ans the door or ans it aft like 2 mins n by den i lose my patience( countless)

2009-11-27T08:14:00.002+08:00

lol has nt been blogging cause there is nth worth blogging. dann bored everyday site seeing ard the different cities in canada such as quebec city is like in france as there is like everything is in french lol. even learn some french lol. but still i am freaking bored. looking at all the historical site n at most be stunned by how beautiful n grand they are haha.

but at lest smt worth noticing is gt alot of chio bu sia. ytd even want ask 1 of them de number. den i tink she wit bf n nt sure her age so dont dare ask haha lol.

so today went back to usa n went to boston haha. n because today is thk giving day, most shop close at noon. so i had no lunch n i am dann sian cause i feel super hungry la. in the end had to resort to eating chips lol. n the ice cream here is rly cheap. i tub of ben n jerry is only like 5 SGD.

but lucky dinner had lobster haha. which sort of cover up 4 no lunch hehe. n we were lucky enough to even see a wedding haha. but den still i am dulan wit how much time i had to spent on bus rides. i calculated. i spent more than 50 hrs on bus these few days already. if plus the plane flight it is like near to 100 hrs. wth. i didnt spend money to feel bored 4 100hrs lol.

n ice wine is rly very nice but quite x hehe. gd thing to go overseas is u can drink even u are under 18 n is cheap hehe lol. nd to go sleep early. nd wake up at 5am us time to go thk giving shopping 50% discount yeah. shopping here i come lol

2009-11-24T09:38:00.001+08:00

Yo ppl finally gt a chance to blog haha. Dann china ban fb, youtube n even blogger. Wtf. Stayed in shanghai 4 2 days also cant do anything lol.

18 nov 3plus I arrive at the place I born haha. I was totally freak out by how much it has change. Plus I was freezing to death as the temperature was dann cold. 4 degrees n I am only wearing a t-shirt n jacket. I must be nuts la. Some more all my clothes at my grandma hse at the country side. N I was gg to the CBD. The cold sensation sucks. I miss the hot sunny Singapore haha. N ppl who ever like shopping don’t come shanghai, things are freaking x here la. Where gt sweater cost like 200 SGD. So dann x la. Don’t noe y the imba high standard of living in shanghai even my mum cant afford dann. N the satay here is super super nice. Juicy n chewy sia with lots of sauce haha. U can hv the same smell in ur mouth 4 a few hrs sia lol.

19nov
woke up in the hotel n had dinner at a nearby shop n I saw snow( abt only 40s ) lol. Must be dann lucky sia or it means I dann sway cause this means temperature is near zero. So in the end I had a freaking bad experience bearing with the cold. But the winds here are dann strong la, makes things worse lol. In the aft noon went to nan hui n went shopping haha. I bought some gifts hehe. N finally I went to my granda ma hse n wear lots of clothes. I cant stand the freaking weather any more haha. N den dinner was at a restaurant wit lots of relative haha. My cousin even bought her future husband along haha. But tt guy tio bully by my uncles. They keep on asking him to drink haha. N here rite vodka is suppose to be no cake cause they drink 白酒 which is like 52 percent. Dann crazy la haha. N I was also dragged into this crap n I hv to drink too haha. Gd thing Is I can tank 200 ml of it sia.( preparation to make the guys drunk in dance chalet haha) in the end went home to my grandma hse feeling super warm haha. N I saw smt tt sure will interest hao long. A majong table tt can help arrange the tiles automatically. Dann shiong play majong with out doing the arranging.

20 nov
preparing to take plane to us lo haha. Went to my other grandama hse hehe. N eat like lots of dann nice food haha. Must eat more sia, cause at us no such things as chicken, crab, fish. Only thing shd be fast fast food lol. N I saw my cousin who also 23 but still haven gt a bf haha. Call out to any guy tt is single n ard 23 old interested lol. Dann n my niece is scared of me la. Don’t let me carry her. Sian I am so scary haha. Den at the air port, we meet a aunty tt is dann imba rich n well known In usa. N she keep on asking me to study hard to I can go to USA study in places like Princeton, MIT , Yelu. But do u tink I can haha. The ppl tt are all the elites of every country. Can I rly be so imba haha. I doubt ba, too small a brain leh lol hehe. N crap I gg take a 14g hr flight to go us. Gg to be so dann bored I shall hv a movie marathon haha. N I leave at 6pm 2 0 nov at shanghai but arrive at new york at 7 plus 20 nov too hehe. Cool sia. If ppl who hv some basic geo info shd noe y such a phenomenon haha. Tt also explain y I am blogging at such a early time in the morning haha lol

20nov in usa( 21 nov for u guys lol)
arrived at 8 pm aft 14 hrs of flight n I tell u the experience sucks. Super uncomfortable n imagine I still hv to experience it again when I go back dann. But the mac serving is quite big sia, but still cant fit my appetite. I tink I am gg put on a lot of weight sia. Been eating like a pig these few days. Worse still no place to exercise.

21nov( 22nov in sg)
Move on from New York to don’t noe where to see the independence house which was 1 of the film site in national treasure lol. The liberty bell is also there haha. N was like some history tour of the USA 1 parliament. Den had a buffet n saw liquor shop tt sell lots of different liquor sia. Is like shelves n shelves of them. They even hv vodka in 1.75l bottles. Dann I want buy back sg. If I was to stay in usa I will like drink everyday la cause all the whiskey, xo, martin, red wine all dann cheap. Nx took another 2 hrs bus ride to Washington dc to see the aerospace museum haha. Saw lots of planes n history of aerospace research. The best part I personally like was the art gallery of walking on the moon. The artist draw until dann zhai la haha. Shall upload pics nx time hehe. N finally went to a place tt has a lot of ppl haha n saw lots of chio bus hhaa. Shd has ask 4 some numbers lol haha nx went to some memorials like Lincoln memorial etc. the buildings are dann nice la n the scenery is also very nice. Sadly my camera batt went flat. wtf rite no batt at this time. Den saw the white hse also n was tinking is it possible to kill the president haha lucky they don’t understand Chinese if nt I will hv been in jail lol. Finally we left dc n went to virgina to stay over haha.

22 nov ( 23nov in sg)
Den the nx day is the most sweet n f up day lol. 1 went hershey factory haha. Saw the chocolate making process which is very lame but the shopping rocks. The chocolate there dann cheap la haha. N also saw the largest Hershey chocolate bar. Was tinking shd I buy back 4 the whole ds but thinks a bit no sincerity sia copy from wang lao shi lol. Den was the wtf part. Had a 5 hrs bus ride tt was dann boring n uncomfortable. I had long boring bus rides lol. Finally arrived at buffalo city. Was pretty sad cause the causeway to Canada was very jam if nt would hv able to see the Niagara fall In the night tt was dann chio haha. N the hotel sucks lol no internet in the room

The thing I hate of usa. The bus rides are freaking boring. I sucks. Smt u spend more time on bus den at places. I didn’t spent money to see the roads lol

23nov ( 24 nov in sg)
probably the most beautiful trip up to now lol. Went to see the Niagara falls. 1 from the USA side den from the Canada side. The waterfall is rly dann chio la. Was planning to try a human flag sia but hum ji lol. Scared later get into jai lol. Shd upload some pics n see the fall, is rly gorgeous. Nt bad la as chio as some1 lol. N at the Canada side saw the horse shoe fall which is more magnificent instead of chio. The fall generate dann lot of mist tt make taking pic dann hard. But also because of the mist the rainbow dann nice. Still can hv double rainbow 1 sia lol. Totally beautiful haha. I also gt very wet because of getting too close to the fall sia haha hope I don’t get flu If nt the rest of the days I can emo lo haha。 Den aft tt traveled to Toronto n saw the cn tower . did smt rly mei you jian she xing there haha. In fact did lots of idiotic things at the city hall too haha. N we also when to the parliament camber n see how they carry out sessions. Seriously u nv want to be a mp in Canada or even the pager( students tt are like messengers) U will be freaking bored to death la. The sessions are super super boring. I wonder if those few mp tt were sent out due to offense language did it on purpose lol. When to china town too n saw lots of graffiti. In here rite there Is like no place tt doesn’t hv graffiti. But some rly sucks but there are also very zhai 1 n so sad I couldn’t tt the whole thing cause very long. But the few nice 1 are rly very gd. Shd upload the pics n let ur see haha. So tt wraps up the day n wtf trm is another 7 hrs bus rite omg. Some1 pls kill me

n sian I miss some1 special tt her beautiful smile just keep on replaying n makes me feel warm even when the weather is so freaking cold. Sian no chance to see tt person 4 a lot time sia . haiz lol plus wad can she be doing. When here is nite , there is morning. Wad will she be doing hehe ??? mind just gg nuts, even my dreams aare full of images lol

2009-11-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

oh today is my last day of in singapore haha. gg miss lots of things haha. if only i can bring this things along haha. but too heavy to bring there sia lol. anw wu chun feng finish lo. left wi only diao.omg sure gg to tio own scold like shit haha. n dann i shd nv go gym rite b4 dance prac. make my whole body ach like siao. now dann uncomfortable. yeah MIA 4 2 weeks. ppl dont miss me XDXD. jiayou 4 all the dances.

n the song by IAYZ - replay is super nice but nt alot ppl like leh.
my life gg miss smt again lol

2009-11-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

haha it has been a week since i last come online n lots hv happen. from dancing prac n 2g chalets haha. 1 dance prac was gg haha. i tink i gg die dancing wu chun feng lol, rly cmi 1 sia. tink will get own by su lao lol. n 2g chalet was very fun haha. did lots of crap things like prank call ppl as ususal. even had 1 tt was so realised tt the person freak out n told the mum n the mum even called back haha. but i was also dann ass prank the guys of another prank lol. hv to admit i was nt bad at acting but sry guys tt ur rly gt dann freaked out n super worried 4 some1 lol.

friday the 13 was world kindness day wad a jk lol. n somemore it was a end of smt
but sometimes a end of somethings are a new begining so i shd move on n hope all the best for everything ba haha. nx week shall be mia gg oversea crap wit everything ppl are asking me to buy lol haha.

sry siu min i noe i shd hv explain but it seem tt i didnt even hv to cause u didnt gt affected at all which is very gd haha. so now it is time i just leave the picture n let u move on to a happy life u shd hv. all the best. n just forget i ever existed

2009-11-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

oh haha this week hv been imba dance prac. 5 days of dance prac. but i personnally think is a waste of time cause was playing dota or L4D lol. wad is the point la. but still i tink i will die nx week when su lao see the dance, cause i hv been playing a fool in this dance lol. sure tio own by tim 1 lol. n this week is dann tiring la, nd dance n must help mum work too. free labour sia, no pay 1 plus lots of muscle aches tt is more hiong than gg gym lol. n nx week is olevel chinese omg. tt is also a gd thing cause mean 2g chalet yeah haha. time to spam vodka lol haha.

time flies slowly when there is smt missing in your life

2009-10-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

haha finally is the last day of sch lol. finally no more exams for the time being or maybe 1 more exam for the time being. o level higher chinese. n today gt back results haha, maybe nt as bad i expected. moderation rocks lol. no wonder lok hang gt 4.o feel like burning his report slip. better trash the whole data system lol. anw congra to all those 4.0 winner. imba sia. donate some cells to me pls haha.

n haha bbq on mon was fun as the bbq was so nice tt i ate alot haha. nd grow fat haha. den aft tt still nd spam 300ml of pure vodka thks to lok hang cause i lose the bet wit him in june. sad. but i can drink more without getting drunk lo haha. dance guys be prepared sia. gg make all ur drunk hehe.

den this week hv been gg to dance room way too often haha. 4 days out of 4 days lol. when did i become so devoted sia lol. a bit too imba leh la. last time dont noe who almost want quit dance sia haha. now become so crazy over dance lol. dont noe is it gd or bad. maybe go there cause some ppl there tt can kj haha. oh man i sudden feel like dancing everyday haha

n today is the last day for tse sin. so sad. another person leaving rv. maybe this maybe a better route for her so shd wish her all the best n hope she will come her back lol. n hope she will like the farewell present n the OMG handmade screwed UP qi pao lol. n haha so sad didnt gt to noe her well haha. maybe nx time when she comes back.

n today was majong at siumin hse. play wit a pretty weird match but was fun la. i won 10 cents lol. counted a accomplisment since i so nt used to singapore majong. can win but get no money lol. anw it was fun la which is like the most important point. n haha hao long lose the most lo

i rly feel dann freaking tired of my parents. they are expecting me too much. i nd to do lots of preparation for o level at the same time helping them at work. den i use com for 1 hr on a week end aft nt using a com for a week n nt helping them pack things. they scolded me like i am some freaking bastard tt is very selfish. but i just want hv a normal life. i dont want ur give me so much stress n so much freaking things to do. i am rly sick n tired of quarrelling wit ur. i tried my best to help but if ur just dont appreciate it so be it. i nt gg care. ur can say mean things like, "i am working out side so hard for 9 hrs n yet u cant even help us" i nv said i didnt rite. nt like i nv did help. haiz i so sick of my life. i want to move out. ****

2009-10-25T21:05:00.005+08:00

Haha suddenly feel tt I hv been very nt myself recently. My life Hv been only abt suaning n kbing ppl. Feel super bad la. This isn't the person I want to be. I hv nt cherish the ppl tt are close to me. I hv nt treat them well enough as the way they treat me. I may hv lots of reason but I realise they are just excuses. I suddenly forget how to treat a person nicely wit all my heart. I seem to be so mean all the time.

So I rly want to say sry to too many ppl. Too many things I hv done wrong. I feel bad suaning so many ppl. Even my meis which is pretty mean. I become very petty n Xiao qi cause I get easily pissed off. I also make jks tt may seem harmless but realise they are nt. U noe wad I mean zi xin lol.

Anw all this is already the past. So no point crying over it. The only thing I can do now is back to my old self. The nice, innocent n happy person. I shall nt suan n kb ppl any more. cause I don't 1 lose any ppl cause they are all important to me. Hope I will be my old self seriously. Cause I tink I hv been super mean, super bad listening ear, super kb, super troublesome. I hv nt care 4 lots of tthings already n even cause some damages in some relationship. I don't want this to happen any more so I am gg to be a Gd person n I mean it lol. I am gg to treat everybody wit all my heart esp those I like. Cause I don't want lose them

Anw dann no more broadband only aft I come back from usa which is like 2 months wit no internet. Can die 1 leh. Will miss out on lots of things sia. whose hse shd I go to use wireless lol. Volunteer pls lol Haha anw today is such a happy day, everything suddenly turn out very well haha. so well tt me gg nuts haha. all this just too gd to be true haha.

so many old pics. from the most recent bball n roller blading trip n bbq in june haha. this are so much fun times tt i shall learn to cherish hehe. trm is 2g bbq at abi hse again yeah hehe. everything just gg so well haha. me very happy today :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

2009-10-16T20:24:00.002+08:00

2009-10-13T00:07:00.003+08:00

Haha today was rly a fun n sad day Haha. 1 it is end of all paper n Trm is holiday Haha Woah lol.

Anw aft sch went to watch april bride at marina square. A dann sad show la. The end brings me to tears even now. Sian make my eyes zhong sia lol. Don't noe y jason won't emo 1 still can be dann anti climax 1 n laugh all the way lol Haha. The show is like so sad, a girl left wit only 1 more month n how nice the guy was to marry her n Pei her finish the end of her life.
The rly sad part is just noe tt ur loved 1 is like gg to leave n u just hope to spent more time wit them, yet it is just so impossible. N also nth can go back to normal again. Feel dann sad 4 the guy to see his love of his life to just leave him sia. N also 4 the gal who also wish she can spent more time wit the guy Haiz

Conclusion try to spend more time wit the ppl tt u like b4 it is to late beyond recovery where there is no more chance. love more of ur loved one n cherish them.

N this also makes me found wad I was missing Haha. I am missing memories of some past time tt might nt be possible Any more which is pretty sad Haha.

So aft lots of tears n swollen eyes, we went rollerblading which sort of hype the day up wit lots of fun things we did Haha, maybe upload pics nx time Haha. N wad chong 6km in 20 plus mins is fun Haha, can train stamina sia Haha lol. So tt was the end of 2g outing. Yeah was rly dann fun la. So look forward to chalet man Haha yeah.

Trm is bball day wit dances n shusi making wit 2g Haha , which is so dann freaking cool Haha. Hope no 1 get food poisoning Haha lol Haha

Sad missing Smt tt is beyond hope n can't be back to the pass is rly pain in the ass. If only time traveling exist Haha. N talking abt pain in the ass my right ass is gg to bigger than my left. Thks to today faning session where the mat split open n boom, my right ass hit the floor tt was so dann shuang maybe ur sure try it. Lol Sianz no more fans gg take a break Haha lol

2009-10-11T19:14:00.002+08:00

oh haha this few days hv been playing like siao. playing imba com. like perma online 1 n fb also haha. also exercise like siao lol esp fri, even now ass dann ach haha. 2 day of bball and another 4.8 km swimming session haha. yeah hehe, so happy la lol improve stamina leh lol hehe. though my freestyle still can sub 1 min per lap lol. n dann the exam, made me lose mood to blog n mug haha. n yeah tmr is rollerblading session n tues is bball session woah imba exercise lol haha.

but still i feel there s smt missing, but still cant tink wad is it lol

2009-10-09T17:46:00.003+08:00

oh finally exams are over n blog is back. haha. these few weeks hv been the most fk up days sia. nd mug so much lol. but who cares, cause it is all over haha. yeah ppl let all get a life n play the hell out lol haha. anw today was fun though. went to play the freaking spring 4 5 hrs haha.is super shuang haha. later upload some video on fb so pls look out haha. trm is swimming day haha. time to get back all my stamina haha. lol enternity freedom yeah yeah yeah lol

oh ya nt forgetting happy birthday kirsten ong haha. u are rly the best friend to hv man lol. hope u see it lol haha

2009-09-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

yeah trm is the day of exams. oh man i am gg. played too much le. jiayou everybody lol

2009-09-28T19:34:00.001+08:00

1 day of self study. n it was freaking inefficient. played almost the whole day. i better get into serious mode i can be class mates wit this yr 3 lol. n mugging is dann boring esp when u dont get everything dann some 1 pls help me lol.

anw 3 more days to exams but i prefer to say 2 more weeks to freedom lol so jiayou everybody lol. go 4 it lol

dann i still hv no hp sianzzz

2009-09-26T21:30:00.003+08:00

ytd went to moon cake fest n tio pangsai. sad man but was nt as boring as i tot. at lest i manage to talk to kim for awhile like aft so long? dann sad tt she always so busy den i lazy go find her, but nvm tt wont be the cse any more hehe

n today went to palau tekong to see army camp, was seriously fun la. all the military training, the fun obsticale course sure is making me look 4ward to my army yrs man hehe. where boys become man hehe. n dann the army back pack is dann heavy like stone lidat 1 sia. so `my whole day like gone liao.

didnt mug a shit today. n 4 more days to EOY man. whether u live or die is up to this few days liao.
i am just gg to given i up source of motivation.
i am gg to give in all i hv
i am gg to prove tt i can do
i am gg to prove it to some1

no more immature me, time to grow up.
enough of me being the person tt actually nt the true me.
no more jks
no more crap
no more lame shitness
FML time to go the nx stage of life

dann i just come to realised tt smt what u tink n do wont just be understand by people. they will just the wrong ideal n u will be dann freaking screwed. so time to give it up.
hope u get the dann bloody hint cause wadever u are tinking will nv be the same any more i just rejected all of it out of me.

mugging here i come.
time4 the end of everything

2009-09-24T17:41:00.002+08:00

yeah gd day tt i did some fun stuffs haha. if only su lao was there to see it hehe.
dann trm hv to stay back 4 the moon cake things.
sianzzzz waste my time lol somemore end at 8 ++++++++,
but at lest give me 2 hrs to do fun things haha

n omg 1 more week to EOY n i hv nt started hehe. i am dead lol.

2009-09-23T19:26:00.002+08:00

wad another disappointment again. it seem so fk up now. haiz.

nvm maybe stunts are more worth it. wad is the point when even the bond is so weak lol.

yeah my idol for stunts man. dann who can teach me all this man haha

2009-09-20T09:45:00.002+08:00

yeah was fun haha. when to the concert n did lots of stupid and joke things. haha. n 1 time ly ate wit us since he left dance. haiz hope there will be more chance we can go eat tgt aft sch haha. den at the concert was being dann crap haha the performace was pretty chim, didnt get some of it but the dancers are dann zhai, imba technique and dann flex lol. n somehow the concert was named "y nt dance?" haha set me thinking haha.

den aft dance didnt when wit the yr 4, when to esplanade haha. yeah n was dann shuang haha. it must be dann long since i break sia. now the bboy world is like dann dope. saw lots of crazy trick tt last time only video can see. wad threading air flare, air flare to flare to 2000, 4 rounds 0f 2000.
only 1 word to describe- tt is fucking dope man lol

den sudden i tot y did i learn to break, y did i want to dance.
the reason is simple
i want to wild, i want to shock, i want to entertain, i want to break my limits.
somehow i rly gg back to bboy. it is where i can feel my body turning. i feel i am controlling all part of my muscles. the connection of the mind n the body is so cool lol.

ok set i am gg to start bboying training the moment my knee recover which i actually tues haha. everyday 1 hour hehe. i dont believe i can break my limits. n run to a world i am in control haha

n it is gd to see everything 4 my friends are coming a happy ending :):):):):):):)

2009-09-18T21:00:00.004+08:00

ok this week sucks. 1 my phone lost. now my knee swell like shit. dann was trying to do 1 handed hallow back den lost balance n knock on the wall sia. freaking dann zhong now lol. walk als dann hard lol. hope can recover by nx week or su lao will kill me again. he was still telling me to study n dont do any monkey business lol. but said it is just in the blood lol n now no more trick of the day trm. maybe nx week cant dance also lol. sucks man. shall be more careful nx time lol.

n yeah trm dance concert haha. fianlly can go out eat wit the guys lo hehe. n aft concert go see bboys haha. just tt cant join them, sad lol. if nt because of the knee lol, i will continue to be playing lol. anw trm be prepare 4 a jk man. hv to pay tribute to some1s den must do this lol. will be smt dann joke as usual haah.

n yeah finally show the art pieces lol

spring of hope

chaotic harmony

the unfinished line

all done by 5 guys haha cool sia lol

2009-09-16T20:21:00.001+08:00

walking in life with my shadow as my partner lol. sounds cool sia

2009-09-15T20:33:00.003+08:00

oh yeah finally my CID OP is done lol. no more pain in the ass haha hope didnt screw it up. today is dann screwed sia, 1 i overslept n become late 4 like dont noe how long liao. n i was a bad boy even went to mac 4 a short breakfast lol haha. den aft sch when i went to minds to take the art pieces, i drop my phone on the phone n it tio stolen. wtf. tt kind of army phone also 1. tt person ust be rly despo for money sia lol. lose phone nvm but all the freaking contacts, all the details, the SIM. fuck. anw ppl pls send a sms to ur number and ur name, so i can get back my contact lol. this sucks. my number is 92710605 anw. if anything nd contact me pls call my hse. 67653329. no phone lol. any spare phones on loan???

oh ya gd luck dio, pls take care ur nose, hope it will recover soon lol. eat more calcium lol. strong bones lol

2009-09-14T19:48:00.002+08:00

lol sch reopened. 1 day n hv a math test n i screw it up side down. lose 10 marks liao lol. n trm still gt freaking CID, nd do op n hand in report lol haha. still chonging hope can finish soon if nt trm will be gg lol. yeah 60 page report here we come lol

2009-09-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

ok f*** today man. just make been out of home 4 consecutive for 6 days. F*** quarrelled wit my mum. she just F*** pissed me off when i just didnt want to let her cut my hair. wtf. n i even leave home cause she keep on causing trouble like a kid. throwing everything ard, destory things, wacking me. F**k

sry those who i nv reply sms or phone call. my hp low batt.
sry jm 4 all the trouble to make u pass me some hw so i can at lest dont waste time.
dann man now i cant do my CID report just because my mum is F***ing pissed wit me.

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2009-09-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

haha today is artist day where we did ou cid rural paintings. n guess wad we actually finish everything in time. it seem so miracle tt we actully did. 3 rual paintings,1 plastic sculpture haha. yeah we dont rock man hehe. rly feel like showing the art pieces but dann sad i cant. must save it aft the OP haha. n the best painting is actually where 8 ppl just randomly draw anything they feel like haha. look super abstract sia haha

n dann to day man, dann tt S and K ing who is super L esbian sia. is like a dog la, ask 4 reply lag so fucking long n still reject some more. made everybody waited n hope 4 smt la. stupid sia. feel like screwing this person la( sry ppl but u wont get this lol)

n ytd was a dog day man, did gel candles in the morning n was rly siao, melt gel until 1 die, who ask the ppl there brought jars instead of cups. dann ass la, hv to spend more time to doing the melting n made me miss elope at orientition lol haha.

n i am so fated to be a saikang warrior sia. dann b4 i go orientition still hv to bring 9 liter of water n 5 kg of ice. dann heavy la. aft i still hv to start 2 pits of fire n was tiring cause hv to run here run there. even make me to be even black la. as black as charcoal haha. den i tot it was the end of everything den they run out of charcoal n the fire was out. i hv to restart the fire wit 5 starters man. n wit the power of me n leongyu haha, we actually did it, 5 starter for a fire, pro sia, some more fan until today muscle ache lol hehe.

n ytd was rly crazy n fun la, did sing, playin, tricking, climbing trees, water bomb,making ppl black etc. haha if only everyday was lidat haha. n oh man i rly tink i am the same family as the monkeys at the hort park. was like 1 ytd, climbing trees la, influence the juniors some more. so mei you jian she xing lol.haha. but it is me wad haha so cant help it. thk 4 the sec 2 tt plan such a fun day, i like it hahaa lol

anw hv to wish some ppl happy birthday, in a string 1 some more haha cool lol

cheryl( 10/09/09)
serene(11/09/09)
tracy(12/09/09)

happy 16th birthday, finally legal for some things... haha being lame agin hehe

2009-09-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

oh haha cid is finally gg to finish. i can see our finish line liao. where everything wil be completed. such a accomplishment to finish so much things haha. n trm gg to be a siao cause is orientation lol

2009-09-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

haha had a super refreshing day at hort park haha. saw lots of beautiful things haha. was very fun sia. n tt place is a cool place to go when u nd find motivation haha. n dance was so different today haha. no bar work no PT. lucky sia, cause my ass hurt so much even by just sitting down lol. today we did reflections n it was so cool to see different pespective n ideals n how can emtion be expressed through dance haha. so sad no more dance prac until end of the yrs lol. n gg haven touch a single piece of hw where there is a pile to complete. i am dead haha.
n finally i complete the most hard part of everything. my mind is a peace lol. everything is all set n gg haha

2009-09-07T18:52:00.003+08:00

hehe today had dance n it was just so dann fun lol. o shd i say crazy haha. did PT yeah. it has been so long since su lao took us for pure torture sessions lol. haha. love it n enjoy it totally. n the gd thing is seems like there will be more such sessions coming. yeah yeah yeah. but pls remind me so tt at lest i can hv my breakfast lol. hehe.

trm gg to be another siao day n from now onwards every dance prac must come out wit a trick of the day lol.
today was ce kong of the stage lol. haha if su lao noe leh he sure will be screwing me lol. i just escape death again. haha.

anw i will like to thk siu min for the awesome belated birthday present haha. nice towel lol so nice tt i dont want to use it as a towel lol. n thk a lot n lots n lots n lots n lots haha. so sweet like, make me super happy lol lol.

this week is gg to be crazy n funnnnnnnnnnn haha

2009-09-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

yeah today so many ppl birthday haha lol. shall wish all of them happy birthday haha. farrah, looo, aeres lol

n here smt special lol

If Today is Your Birthday: September 6

The Year Ahead
Forecast for September 2009 to September 2010
Your birthday falls just after a Full Moon this year, suggesting a period of communication and teaching. You may be turned to for advice more frequently, and you are very willing to offer your help. This is a strong year for publicity and any other endeavors that involve spreading the word. As well, your ability to be objective--or to see the "big picture"--can be especially rewarding this year.

Saturn has passed its transiting conjunction to your Sun, and you are likely to feel a lighter load in terms of responsibilities and obligations.
Mercury is square Mars in your Solar Return chart, and your thinking (as well as speech) can run ahead of yourself at times! This can translate to having too many ideas to implement, or expressing yourself too hastily. This is a good influence for research or energetic mental work. It's possible, however, that you are argumentative and irritable under this influence, and particularly impatient with vagueness. This can be a good year to eliminate wasteful activities. Be careful to avoid cutting words and aggressive driving. You may be involved in many lectures, debates, and discussions during the year. You can express your ideas more powerfully. You are quick to take the initiative and to put your thoughts into action. Mercury and Mars are also in hard aspect with Jupiter, adding a desire for your experiences to be larger than life.
Venus opposite Jupiter around the time of your birthday this year brings love and romance into your life, but you could encounter problems due to overblown expectations or excessive behavior. You may overindulge your various appetites whether for social intercourse, food, sex, candy, alcohol, or whatever tickles your fancy. Find a way to strike a balance between self-gratification and the obligations of daily life. Try to avoid taking risks with love and finances that stem from restlessness or unrealistic expectations.
Jupiter conjunct Chiron and Neptune in your Solar Return chart suggests that idealistic and humanitarian goals or impulses have more significance in your life this year. You may experience an increased need for greater understanding, wisdom, and awareness, as well as increased interest in the healing arts and holistic health this year. It may be a time during which you reconsider or revamp your personal belief system. Everyday, ordinary life may not always satisfy, as you hunger for a more idealistic life.

A busy year is ahead! As long as you don't have too many projects going, and learn to focus on a few, you can be very productive this year. Certainly, you'll have no shortage of new ideas. You're also likely to make new friendships and enjoy good times. The urge to learn and teach is strong.

2009 is a Number Eight year for you. Ruled by Saturn. This is a year of power and accomplishment. Actively seeking to expand, taking educated risks, and moving forward are highlighted. This is a year of opportunity, particularly in the material and business world, and opportunities need to be seized. It's generally not a year to find a new love partner, simply because the focus is on the material world and your place in the world. This is a problem-solving year in which you can expect real, tangible results. Advice - take action, plan ahead, seize opportunities.

2010 will be a Number Nine year for you. Ruled by Mars. This is a year of completion and transition. It is a time when we need to let go of things that no longer serve their purpose, and hold on to things that have a future. It is a time of cleaning out dead wood, not necessarily for new beginnings. It can be a time when a burden has been taken off your shoulders, and it can be a year of giving of yourself. Advice - let go of things that are holding you back, give of yourself and express your sympathetic, compassionate side.

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2009-09-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

oh man hsk is crazy haha. 4 freaking hrs long of paper. oh man i tink i screw it up but who cares abt tt. now just feel tired tt i want go 4 a nap haha.

2009-09-05T10:36:00.001+08:00

oh nice new blog song haha. like the kiddy voice total. so fresh woah lol

2009-09-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

ok hehe, holidays are finally here haha (if u can actually call tt a holiday)
everything seem to back to normal liao, all bad things has hv become gd except just 1. hope it will go well soon also hehe.

n in the coming holi i nd to complete these few things lol.( siao 1 lol)
1)revise my maths cause i throw everything back to teacher liao

2)finish my freaking CID cause who only just start to hiong
-3 rural paintings haha( dann the feeling of being a artist is so cool lol)
-1 plastic sculpture haha
-1 written report
-1 presentation
-1 fun raiser haha.
burning mid nite oil sia haha super short of hands, n maybe even legs lol

3)earn some money cause over spent to much on birthday presents lol!!!

4)study hard hard hard 4 EOYs cause i am gg to aim high haha. 3.8 here i come lol

n holiday seems so dann packed too haha

trm-HSK haha

sund- tuition earn$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

mon- dance lol

tues-dance again haha( yeah fans lol)

wed-artistic day at cid haha

thur- morning cid aftnoon go orientation n hv fun haha.siao time lol

fri- cid again lol

sat-tuition but i pay lol

sun-tuition but $$$$$$$$$ 4 me haha

tt just leave me wit no time to do hw, revision n muggings haha.
but nvm i gt motivation n i will do it hehe. oh man me so guai now haha. so mugger sia haha
but must chong liao cause EOY are here n i want to get promote haha

n yeah i gt ppl i improve my GPA haha. tt is so worth celebrating esp 1 time i gt a A2 4 my LA haha. can laugh lol. n i freaking pass my phy haha lol F9 to A1 jump 9 grades lol haha. n my geo was 1 mark to full marks haha.

but shd be contented rite. cause tt 1 mark is for me to get in the EOY lol. ( woah so ambitious lol) anw still this all could nt be possible if my friends didnt let me kope their notes( lazy copy),
teach me aft sch ( sleeping in lesson n playing chess wit zhou gong lol),
n sort of planning out my ans 4 me hehe.
n most importantly my tuition teacher who is more pro than the sch phy teacher. shd ask them hire him la lol.

n yeah i hv my 3th hole( sounds wrong) n it is dann freaking pain rawr swelling like some tumor lol. 9 more holes to go lol. abi i am so gg to beat ur record lol

2009-08-15T22:44:00.002+08:00

today is lok hang birthday so shall be nice n wish him happy birthday lol. haha hope he dont emo ba haha lol, n yeah he is finally 16 can go watch nc 16 movies wit us lol.

n haha today 1 day of job lol. is dann bloody tiring hv to stand the whole day. but did lots of work n haha is meaningful sia. learn alot of experience. but it just seems tt the economic is dann shit now lol the sales today was dann suck. even the uncle couldt sell much. oh man must rly learn to cut down my spenting sia haha.

n today also saw lots of rv but nt those tt see leh will be dann shuang. some more at there no chio bus at all la. nt only no figure no face also lol.

trm is gg to be another hardcore day n i haven even mug at all. still gt tons of hw is undone lol. must rly chong leh sia. n worst i stilll bloody fking no ideal n tots at all , how can i come up wit a idea by mon. gg leh la. some 1 help me lol

oh ya i am gg to change my blog skin finally haha, cause there is no nd for this skin any more haha

2009-08-13T20:49:00.002+08:00

oh man i am soo bloody gg. i am rly gg nuts there are some many things popping out n i am totally out of brain cells.

1) i am hving 2 bloody test trm ( geo n LA). n 1 hv nt even started revising cause didnt rly hv time. oh man i dont want screw any of the topics la.

2) trm hv cca i bloody dont feel like gg cause is so dann boring but i cant

3) my weekend is gone. working from morning to nite on both sat n sun at suntec for the singapore toys exhibiton. ( sry i noe i bloody dont hv a life lol)

4) i still nd to do bloody research on our CID abt some plastic bottle sculpture and plank painting by mon n i hell dont hv time at alll

5) worst my brain cell is so dead n my creative is totally gone tt i cant even tink of any ideals n concept. ( s0me 1 pls save me rawr rawr rawr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

6) nx week hv also hell lots of other test like chem prac skill 3 n chin chen yu 100 leh walao

7) there are so many things tt are undone la. CID only start chonging now. end of yrs coming n so much thing nd to mug. i am paranoid. i am totally man, some1 help chill me down or i am gg bonkers

8) n last of all my brain is totally fried n high n siao etc. cause moving on is actually so happy lol.

anw i am happy to announce tt i finally past phy 4 the 1 time aft 2 bloody dann yrs. imba rite. n nt only tt i jumped 6 grade!!!!!!!!!!!. from D7 to A1. phy tuition rocks. but phy teachers sucks.

n ppl if u hv time this weekend n is a love of comics, graphic design, art, toys related to manga n dc comics etc. pls come to singapore toy convention cause is dann cool. will see alot of cute n interesting things sia. n u hv a hell of time playing the wii sia. convention start trm so u can chong there if u want haha... lol

2009-08-12T20:19:00.002+08:00

Oh man ytd pon cca as usually except tt is the whole level pon tgt. Finally the sec 4 guys actually went out to eat aft cca (though still gt some missing lol).
How long has it been since the last time wit did tt happen? Millions of yrs ago man.
This is just so sad so nt bonded any more la pls. anw tt is beside the point. Since In just a few weeks time, we will be gg different ways. N so this meal can rly sort of be counted as the last lunch ba lol.
4 yrs of time tgt
4 yrs of hard work
4 yrs of memories
n yet it will come to an end just so soon.
Looking back this yrs

The 1 cca photo when we sec 1, 2006

Cca photo in 2007, 2008

As for 2009 the last of all still pending lol

N oh man since we 1 come in to sec 1 we hv change so much grown so much.
The physical and character.
Physical changes
Guys
Austin become so dann tall n nt so innocent looking any more haha
Elton become dann big size n muscular lol ( imba dance PT man)
Leonard become the more shuai? N even taller
Leong yu become the pimple king n had grow imba tall.
Jun ming become more attractive lol, n hv longer hair n a cool specs lol
Si qi remain a mostly the same, hair as luan as ever lol n jump even higher
Gals
Bijun out of dance lol
Cheryl become more chio?
Ching yee become more hip hop?
Dione become not so nerd n 丑小鸭变天鹅
Farrah looks more glam now?
Grace out of dance lol
Jaslynn no more innocent look n more cute lol
Jialing even bigger eyes?
Jordyn another out of dance lol
Laetitia getting even whiter lol
Michelle still very small size n out of dance also lol lol lol
Minxian more chio also?
Qian qi don't noe how to describe hehe
Simin become chio too lol
Tse sin erm more mysterious????
Xiao xu more motherly n mature lol
Xuanjuin become more shu nui( siqi say 1 lol)
Yinjuin become more cute ?
Zijun grown taller lol
Ya n tt is the sec 4 lol opinions only, no offence lol.
Ya n sort this is every thing.
N 20 yrs down the road these pics will look like this haha
So this is the final chapter of 4 yrs.
Wad is gg to happen nx I don't noe haha

N lol abi is sick so hope she recover soon n take care of her throat n try to eat even if don't hv appetite n hope to see her soon lol. Dann another person tt is sick lol but me nt sick still lol.
n abi love u always n we will be friends forever ( abi make me say this) so u better don't die lol( I added this) lol
super mushy lo anw ya we will be friends forever . who ask u steal my 1 hug away lol haha

n lok hang stop emoing hehe. Cheer up although I noe I am getting retardly high n siao n happy haha.

N maths test was a bloody waste of time, paper n ink lol. It is an insult to our intelligent.

2009-08-09T20:30:00.003+08:00

haha today is singapore's birthday woah happy 44th birthday hehe. lol haha
ytd was qq birthday so i shall wish her a happy 16 birthday lol. hope u like the badges hehe lol

n ytd was siao, pia until want die leh. 35 laps man. drain my energy like siao. dann this show my stamina i nt gd enough lol. so nd to pia sia.

but any still hv lots of hw to pia lol n still gt 3 or 4 test oh man. this is making me nuts lol haha
n dann tt mr ng. promise to upload the geo ans lol. oh man now i nv copy ans now nth revise oh gg man wth lol

2009-08-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

ok today gg to spam my blog cause in a very gd mood haha. been very happy lately dont noe y cause lots of funny thing happen haha.

anw dann stupid la, elton fall ill 4 like 2 day n i just noe lo. super lag la haha. hope he will get well soon. dann y are ppl all getting sick, me so "sway" nv rly tio sia, just stuck in between falling n nt falling sick. pain in the ass sia lol.

n oh man i am so disappointed with all the managas this week. all dann ass 1 la. naruto lots of crapping, den hv suspense.bleach also, waste lots of pics talking. 1 piece still ok la, at lest white beard start fighting leh la but still gd enough sia hehe

ok i am getting very stupid cause i dont noe wad to do. sick of facebook, onemanga n dont noe wad can i do, recommendations? or shd i go mug???? hee lol

2009-08-07T19:11:00.002+08:00

haha today was national day celebration but nt national day lol
was rly a total was of my time go there do things tt was dann boring.
even had phy prac which was even more boring ( though i pon hehe)

but aft sch went out wit 2g n was fun haha. 1 went to vivo to had lunch.
they went some dann x plan so i had to go budget n eat mac lunch lol. while they went to buy contacts for yun han birthday haha. shall wish her a happy belated birthday here lol.

at mac saw wei lin , joryce n christbella. n thk la see them n the hole in my pocket become bigger lol. wl kope 5 bucks from me lol haha. just jk la. but den joryce was nt feeling well so hope she recover soon n dont spread the flu lol

n aft tt meet up wit 2g again to watch public enemy which was a pretty nice show. although was pretty confusing. a mixture of romance, gun fight n suspence lol. but the ending sucks lol. y did he die la. so sad lol

n the take away from the movie "bye, bye, black bird " lol

n yeah its a miracle, aft 10 hrs of sleep, i actually gt better hope it will stay it this way lol . n hope ppl dont get the flu virus also lol n so my holiday wasnt screw aft all. n the weather sucks la dann foggy so ppl pls drink more water n dont get sore throats lol

2009-08-06T18:59:00.001+08:00

omg this sucks. y the hell did it come at this bloody time. somemore on a 4day long holiday oh man.

dann i am starting to hv sore throats n headaches.
signs of flu. wth. finally i am hit lol.
hope dont be the 1 h2n3 can le lol.
i am now i at stage 1 headache, sore throats
stage 2 fever, very hot, stay at home do nth
stage 3 fever for several days, even more bored
stage 4 recovery, still hv to stay home wth
conclusion: stuck at home when it is suppose to hv fun outside

n trm is national day yet i am falling sick lol this rly stupid.

n oh man tried the new naughty G drink. sounds like some cool drink but taste like shit. is even sweeting than red bull. maybe it can give u rockets lol

2009-08-03T18:40:00.003+08:00

dann this is rly fucked up. i rly dont noe wad to do.
how the hell can i nt make u pissed off.
how the hell do i noe wad is gg on.
i dont want to make u bloody pissed any more but i just dont noe how.
i dont noe wad to do. dann it la.
maybe i shd just fuck off 4 the moment.
since i cant do a shit, cant help, maybe shall just take a break.
hope u will become normal again. be the old u pls
i cant fuck help u cause i dont even fucking noe how to.
this feeling of nt knowing anything n making a wrong move sucks. wtf

2009-08-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

haha today is swimming day as usual lol. if this continues, i will be blending into night in no time.

n my stamin improve by 10 mins lol. finish 20 laps in only 30 min haha. maybe nx week can do 1 lap per min haha.

n ytd sort of pon dance again lol. went to bball trials to play 4 fun haha. ly went there too n we played 5v5 full court haha. was super fun n can train tan tiao lol. n oh man ly tan tiao is owning us la. dont noe how has he been training, jump dann high la. nvm sall train too soon. gg to do more stamina training lol.

n oh man ytd there was imba la. manage to pon the bball sec 2s. though it is nt rly worth being proud cause they are the weakest there lol. but still it is dann fun to hv 10 plus turnover in just 1 game lol.

n dann too much playing nd to do some serious work sia lol

2009-07-30T19:13:00.002+08:00

oh man blog is getting dann dead. nth to post abt sia

so just recently our cca imb pon, the whole sec4 only 3 person went

den aft ytd went for bball trials n trm also. gg pon cca lol

n dann i gg to quit dance lo but the point is how do i get out. too noob to be in dance lol

n i am so dann dead for my chem prac. i gt 9 for x intial den clem say is 3 so i copy his n now the ans is actually 9 dann oh man i am dead lol wtf emo leh sia

n finally i find some1 to help me keep smt lo. haha

2009-07-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

haha cca is getting dann crazy lol. finally commi handed over. maybe be fucking unhappy wit the result but dont give a danm. gg to quit anw rite. so wont see any more shit. but dann which cca is so hiong like dance tt give u major body aches, imba stretch n mats tt can do fans lol. so gg to miss every shit tt. maybe be sry to my bros cant go through any more tough training wit them leh. but ytd was dann bloody shuang la. the bar work was imba sia, very painful though haha

n today is swimming day haha, can feel tt it is nt as tiring lo hehe, maybe my stamina is improving. yeah my 2.4 is gg to improve haha. also this can be a experment to test abt smt haha. elton u shd guess wad ba haha. lol recently hw is getting lesser sia haha

2009-07-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

Haha today is the most slak day of the whole week. CID plus 1 hr plus of PE lol. Play ball like siao, n den in CID it was cards again lol. But this time, we were playing strip poker, strip black jack …. Where our buttons were the token. So sad jian tong is nt ard, he missed all the fun hehe. So aft several rounds we gt clem stripped of 4 buttons, alvis 4 buttons, n me was at the risk of taking my shirt off in CID lol. Lose 6 buttons haha. But in the end alvis n i were the biggest losers so we had to parade ard the track without putting our buttons back. Gt dann lot of ppl was looking la, was so dann stupid haha. But fun, yeah CID is so dann fun lol.

And aft sch was cca. Was dann angry seeing so many ppl can go home, dann jealous la. Super sian, slak through the whole bar work, nv even bend, point or even use a single muscle lol. But den had to pia le so rly push myself n now my legs ache like shit lol. Oh man muscles means u hv been exercising but dann irritating la. N omg my standard drop like siao la, must buck up leh sia lol.

N to those that gt sick n injuries pls rest well or recover soon lol
Elton tai, u better take care of u hand, want a partner to pia hou fan tgt 1 lol

Pei yao, don't noe wad happen to ur leg but u better don't get it injury n can say bb to ur qian fan lol

Jaslynn neo who haven totally recover from her flu, u sick cant be ur mugger lo

Jian tong who I nt sure if u sick ant. Ur sis is imba la, 1 whole class left 7 students haha. So how u don't get sick lol n slaker pon CID lol

Cheryl who don't noe how gt sick, how recover soon, haiz lucky nt H1N1 if nt ppl sure worried 1 la

Our VP chui simin who is quite sick from wad I heard, n is in a very xingku state. Hope u get well soon too haha, so do ur family members.

Haiz every1 is getting sick, I want too, can slak for a few days at home lol. But getting sick is very uncomfortable so those tt are sick must feel terrible, pity ur sia. Hope ur immume system kill all the virus n make ur healthy again haha.
Dann phy test is thur, off to mug too haha. Cant fail my phy any more.

2009-07-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

ok me finallly back, recover from my anti-socialness lol. maybe i was nv born to be anti-social.
anw ytd had a free movie ticket thk to jian tong who tio quaratine n cant watch harry potter. lucky he didnt go, totally waste of time n money( except me ) rly dont understand a shit, was like asking jun hereng abt the story line la lol. but at lest 1 time gg out wit 4F lol. was quiet fun la. pretty enjoyable.

n for toady did some work n went swimming haha. i want to be blacker lol. n haha swimming can rly be very tiring lol. it is so much more tiring den run la. swam 20 laps in 45 mins n was like a torture la. esp freestyle n butterfly, just 1 lap is tiring enough. this show i hv nt been exercising haha. so i nd exercise more. n yeah trm is bball day lol.

2009-07-14T17:02:00.002+08:00

haha today oversleep n was late 4 sch lol. n damm my leg, tink it will be back to normal in 2 days haha. cid was diadi again lol. n aft nth much happen today. n woah 1 time tt i am home so early on a cca day lol. no1 gg out sia wth. anw cca resumes nx week so sian lol. but maybe it might be fun ba haha.

n elton tai, u better take care of urself sia. injured ur hand pretty bad sia. walao u better recove soon sia if nt no more qian fan sia haha. n rest well la, although gt dann lot of hw haha. u better nt get sick sia lol. n this sound so gay lol haha

2009-07-13T19:17:00.001+08:00

haha omg today had the maths test, hope it was nt screw n dann, no more exercise for at lest a week. i gt a dann ankle break n my calf hurt like shit. dann walao, i emo leh la. n today hv to chong my freaking EOM which is due trm haha. i am so dead hehe

2009-07-12T09:47:00.002+08:00

haha finally had the energy to blog lol. yeah finally matsuria is over haha. although it was tiring but still love it cause all the guys are involved lol. n ytd we did our best n was dann proud of every1 haha. n sian from nx week onward life will sure feel so weird without dance la. is like dance has become part of our lives tt suddenly it is gone, just feel so weird haiz. this means no more trick n stunts for dont noe how long lol.

anw ytd was so dann fun haha. aft the dance we went out n took some pic for smt romp thing haha. n it was pretty funny abt wad we did haha. n the best part was we get lots of free sport drink lol( a bit tan xiao bian yi) lol. dont noe where can we find the pic of our photo sia. hope dont post on the new papers haha.

n orchard road is like so fun la, gt so much things to see. saw some gals tt are dann imba. their ruan du is crazy la. they like dont hv a back bone sia!!!. they did lots of imba tricks tt is totally omg. handstand n den bridge wit the egs touching the head. cann u imagine tt!!. n they can do hallowback like so easily la omg. their splits are also way over 180. if they in rvds sure pawn us like siao 1 haha. but still i feel sad for them but respect their determination. cause the money they earn will nv be spend on them, at most alittle amount, n is this wad they enjoying doing or were they forced. from wad i noe most likely they are force, n the process of becoming lidat is sure dann painful 1 la. adults pushing u until u feel like ur bones break, it is rly dann pain la. they must hv gone through a lot to become like this ba, n they are actually able to perservere, imba mind power lol.

n den aft tt when to eat at koufu n the guys was like totally crazy koping each other desert n was very siao la haha. 1 time gt so many matsuria guys go out eat tgt. yeah totally cool la haha. but den jm n leon left early so in the end all of went home haha.

as for me i pulled a guys to go find some books n art friend haha. n 1 time i went to find some book tt is like i will nv be interest la. but at lest nx time some1 noe where to find tt kind of book haha. n den we went to art friend n was rly inspirational sia haha. saw lots of things tt set my mind tink like how do i combine somethings to become 1 new product. nx time during the holiday i shall go there for 1 day n see wad kind of presents can i tink of making haha. cool.

n finally i set home n my highness was becoming tiredness haha. n when i reach home was rly dann tired. want to die already sia haha. but still wad happen today was rly shuang n gd so yeah will rmb everything n hope matsuria can dance again. omg i hv a feeling many will want to kill me if tt rly happens haha lol

n still i hv to thk everybody tt who has went down to see us. gg by age lol
sec 2 anna aeres, shudan, siumin, nai hui, ching wei clarissa cant tink of anymore i saw lol
sec 3 rachel, cari, jie ru, n i tink tt it lol
sec 4 gt zi tsn jialing, ming xian, dio, cheryl , ( farrah, ching yee, simin, xunjuin, yinjuin, the saikang warriors 4 the day. thks 4 all ur help n the drinks n ice cream haha)
senior level haha jun kai, mun han jinghui, unise, n yi hui sis which i dont noe the name haha
n parental level haha. gt elton's family, jaslynn family, yaozhong family, loyolld family.
n tt all i can tink of hope it is every1 haha
n of course our TIC n instructors there haha. n i tink feeding us is extremely expensive. looking at our diet haha lol

post pictures nx time haha

2009-07-11T06:56:00.002+08:00

haha these few days has been pretty crazy. hv to dance alot n feel super tired haha. n omg my weekend is totally gone la. ytd n today hv performance sia. n i tell u it will be rly dann tiring. but the feeling of muscle ach is just so shuang. cause this shows u are nt slaking lol. n hope tt the performance will be successful lol. n shall thk anybody tt has gone down to support us n we will do our best. n hope all matsuria dancers hv rest well cause today is our last time to rock the stage so jiayou everybody lol hehe.

n i dont noe y the hell i woke up to blog. maybe my blog is too dead leh haha. anw fri meet chen zi( tan wan sze) n we had dinner wit her n talk abt last times thing n was very fun. den she had to go 4 a meeting n we went sky garden to play zhong ji mi ma. it was rly hilarious la haha. prank call like several ppl like sm, dio, cheryl, qiao wei, tie ning, hope this ppl wont get angry haha. it was just a jk lol. n hope u had a gd laugh too lol. n aft tt we went eat ice cream n chen zi join as, we specially choose 95& fat free ice creaming looking at the rate chen zi "baby"is getting lol. n so aft tt we parted. haiz it was abit sad but tink might be gg out again haha so will be looking forwad to see chen zi agian b4 she leaves. but the main thing is she is treating ice cream haha lol. i am become a pig lol.

n ytd was siao dance lots of time n it was worst for jm , elton, leon cause they dance even more. but nvm take it as a gd training haha. n elton was rite, we are rly abit bd la. disappoint our teacher so much where they rly cared n wanted us to excel la. although su lao smt always kb me at lest he is trying to push us to our limits n do the best we can so maybe we shd rly buck up hehe. n they even treated as mac leh n tink it was pretty x sia. so todat we cant disappoint them must do our best lol. den aft rehearsal ytd we went to et dinner n our dinner was deserts haha, cause too thirsty lo. den again we played zhong ji mi ma n pranked call ppl lol. think some of our phone number gt blacklisted already haha. omg this few days hv been dann bad n gl keeping making a joke out of ppl lol. hv to stop sia l8r become addiction, phone bills will bao sia haha.

n omg i can say bb to my studies cause i cant finish elearning by mon. i cant finish my emo by tues. i can finish studying 4 maths test cause i still dont noe 2 topics. n i only left wit sunday to do. omg i am gg some1 pls save me. test more important so some1 pls teach me maths !!!!!!!!!!!1 lol haiz shall get prepared nd to go sch soon. wish me luck lol

2009-07-07T20:11:00.002+08:00

yeah finally back in sch. i am nt a prison of war of the war btw humans n swine. haha.free man lol. woah the feeling totally rock la pls.

it is so much better than staying at home lol. morning played like 1 hr of bball haha.
den aft is dann slak, math just had 1 quiz n it was cid haha.
n cid was like a gambling den la. played asshole diadi lol n was dann fun haha. seeing ppl from asshole become king, imba la haha.

n aft sch was dance haha. omg so long nv dance leh dann tired la. feel like dying haha. n walao most of the sec 4 pangsai go ccab dance n see lots of imba things. miss the fun totally haha.
but in dance room also pretty fun la. we juniors dann bad suan jacky n hua chun was back( EBB) lol yeah this kind of life dann fun la haha. though trm still hv chem test n chem prac haha. hope wont die lol hehe.

n 1 time i am looking forward to matsuria haha, can hv fun wit the guys lol. but abit hiong la. 1 week dance 4 time sia. n our holi on fri become nt a holi dann sad la haha. they chose the wrong date for elearning haha.

2009-07-05T13:13:00.002+08:00

omg transformer rock man. the show is rly dann nice sia. the graphics, the plot, everything is nice la. love the fighting, when can u like see so much fighter planes , tank etc fighting la lo. but optimius prime is like god la. can tank 10 plus ppl la.but still the show abit unrealistic sia, a bit pity to see the pyramids just get destroy lidat la. who noes maybe there is a hidden weaopn beneath in. lol dann ppl u shd rly watch transformer sia. is bloody nice. n looking forward to the nx 1 sia. n new divide is nice lol

2009-07-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

spamming blog now lol. rly nth to do sia. n trm i so nt gg to care LOA leh. the last time i seen clem was like 10 day ago la n still dont hv no flu like symptoms. i am gg to play bball trm, nd to train my stamina for nx weeks performance haha. n today su lao didnt come so no reaction from him haha. but today lok hang gave me a new software to see movie online. is dann cool la, gt all sorts of movie la. n still can download 1 yeah. gg to use it to make me less bored lol. n omg i can finally go back to sch on tues dann looking forwad to tt day. pls make time fly faster lol

n omg bleach is cool. the captains gt pawn, so wad is gg to happen haha

2009-07-03T10:43:00.003+08:00

3day of quarantine. wtf is rly dann f***ing boring. omg. like a bird stuck in a cage. dann i want to break out lol. n omg lucky i only nd stay at home until mon haha. gg to be back to sch on tues . woah so looking forward to tt. at lest can dance. can feel the muscle aches. can feel tiredness, can hv fun lol. oh today hv dance prac. haiz so sad i can be wit my bros there dancing. walao sure get kb by su lao 1 but want noe wad is his reaction la. sure very funny 1 . n i dont noe wad to write on my blog sia. these few days too bored so nth to blog. i miss sch so much.

2009-07-02T16:21:00.002+08:00

haiz second day of quarantine. omg it is rly getting on my nerve tt i cant go out. ytd was rly siao cause i am so nt use to being indoor doing nth. n today at lest i gt some thing else to do. gg to finish a 1000 piece puzzle. omg i so dann bored tt i actually hv to do this lol

2009-07-01T18:32:00.000+08:00

dann the swines la. h1n1 rly sucks . quarantine n stuck in ur own hse wit nth to do. it rly make nuts. the feeling is worst than dying la. omg am if i stay home so many days i rly gg to be swine. omg. can i just die now lol

2009-07-01T14:44:00.002+08:00

haha today is the most jk day of my life la. i just gt quarantine at home haha. thk to clem our sch 1 case of h1n1 lol . n is like now me anise, jason , mich all hv to stay at home. which is pretty sian la. rather go sch mug.( omg i getting too hard working lol) n i dont noe when the end can we go back sch la. sure gg to miss everybody n tt tons of hw tt is i hv to finish when i go back. n shall show some pics tt we took while we were in the forbidden quarantine room haha. is rly very funny the way we look like haha. n hope tt wont hv h1n1 if nt hv to stay at home even longer la.

n i tink i cant go dance leh sia. n cant imagine wad su lao will be screaming la like "没有建社性的

家伙真是没事找事..." want to see wad his reaction will be like la. sure gg to be hilarous

THE MASK LOL

THE PROTECTIVE SUIT

CLEM WHO GT H1N1

MICHELLE VICTIM 1 LOL

ME VICTIME 2

ANISE VICTIM 3

JASON 3 VICTIM( NO PIC AVAILABLE)

n saw this video n brought lots of memories. we all changed so much. all look so different but smt nv changes. tt we will always once tgt as a class n chen zi was our form teacher haha lol

2009-06-30T20:31:00.002+08:00

haha sch finally reopen n has beening chong holi hw like siao haha( copying i mean) :)
n omg lessons are dann boring la n ayg was stupid but fun though haha. lol. n lots of tests are coming up sia n i hate test nd mug like siao.
n sian today is nt a rly gd day la. gt 2 teachers leaving rv sia.
1 is my yr 2 form teacher orange( chen zi) lol
2 is feng lao shi from dance haiz

dont noe y sia just feel so sad tt they are leaving lol. haiz hope can see them soon will miss them lol haha

n cant believe tt i actaully missing chen zi. yr 2(up to now actually) she kb until like alot la. didnt rly like her but hv to admit she shd be 1 of the most fun chi teacher(definitely better than guo lol) n sudden all the past dislike are all gone sia. wad is left is how much we gg to miss tt crazy n fun drama queen tt contributed to making 2G 07 so united la.

haiz omg sound so emotional haha feel like crying sia lol. y cant we realised how important some1 is only when they hv to leave us. haiz dann i shall treasure everybody beside me from now onwards haha. n haha nt bad had been a nicer person these few days hope it can last haha. but dont noe how is it possible to treat everybody equally nice sia hehe lol.

there is a saying tt life is a endless journey wit lots of twist n turns. but hope tt fate will let us meet again hehe. lol shall wish feng lao n chen lao all the best hehe. lol

2009-06-28T21:35:00.003+08:00

ok haha thk to kirsten i t a phone tt can at lest listen to music hehe. thk a lots sia haha.
dann ppl are so nice sia n makes me tink i shd be a nicer person haha lol.
sch g to reopen trm n i dont feel like gg sia. dann y cant i hv flu. n lots of hw undone.
for this term i shall mug like siao( hope will rly do it), n be super nice to ppl( be less kb n less suan) cause i rly haven nt been doing it. sry ppl who i hv been very mean lol haha. me shall be nice haha.

2009-06-27T17:18:00.000+08:00

omg ytd is f***ing sway my hp just when dead. omg lost all my contact wtf gg la. dann y was ytd so screw haiz. now desperately finding a phone to use lol haha. who is kind enough lol hehe

2009-06-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

wtf this is rly get on my nerves man. y can i heck. y cant i heck everything tt is related to. y do i get affected still by it so much. i get so dann angry wit myself pls. i want to fucking get all of this away. get the bloody hell out of me. i dont 1 this, i dont 1. dann jp was helps to concentrate but it is also dann sway. i am rly fcking siao diao. fcking pissed. fcking ............... want to scream

2009-06-25T18:06:00.003+08:00

omg dann tt sulao man. wtf suan me for my studies like f***la. but hv to admit tt he is rite la hehe. but shall prove him wrong man cant let him say i am 抬不起的刘阿斗 every again, shall improve my studies lol. omg must try to put in all my best(think i wont- lazy) and organise my time( i suck at it la) and listen in class( impossible sure will sleep) dann how am i gg to improve sia haha. i tink i am gg la lol. dann i so
nt gg to be a slaker any more la. nt gg to let the sch control my future like how it was when i was in yr2 la. but i always cant do it, always cant control myself dann i suck at self control dann lol.

trm gg to do hw again lol must pia like siao, no more slaking( hope will rly do it) haiz omg i am gg to be a mugger( yuck dont like lol)

2009-06-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

This few days hv been god dann fun pls. although been doing hw like everyday(almost) but at lest can do wit 2g ppl wont be so boring la.
Hv been super productive sia.
Finish writing(referring n editing) almost all the chi essays haha. 2 chi paper done, geo, chem.
Left maths n LA some1 pls teach me hehe lol
Also I am dann bad lie to my mum say gt cca sia. But if I say I don't hv rite she sure force me go work n I sure die can finish hw la hehe. Hope this is counted a san yi de huang yan. But still she shd be more happy if I hv actually been doing hw lol.
N trm gt AYG prac, hope chua will screw me 4 my hair, still a little bit brown sia. Hope he wont mind lol.
N haiz dann no extended holidays sia. The poll was so useless. So dann disappointed la. Some1 pls sacrifice ur self n get h1n1 den we don't nd go sch lo lol .
went out to blade wit 2g mich, Jason, jor, anise on tues aft cca. Was dann bloody fun can(legs hurts though)roller blading ard east coast park, gossiping on the way n learning how to blade for some ppl like anise. But nt bad la at lest she learn it in 1 day lol. Haha. This week has been rly dann fun la. Finally feel the fun of life la pls hehe. Hope can be lidat everyday lol

2009-06-23T06:43:00.001+08:00

hehe wake up so early cause some1 called like at 6. but thk to tt person, i didnt oversleep haha. n i now i shall to nice to wish this person tt woke me out of my sleep happy birthday lol.
happy birthday jie ru hope ur day gg to rock( although gt cca haha)

2009-06-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

omg hehe sudden thk to anise i realised smt. maybe she is rite. there is no nd for tt the person all the time. everybody is a individual n we hv to stay strong ourselves.
conclusion love itself is nth but a illusion so we shd just step out it cause there is no eternal love but eternal friendship.
y are we looking for the 1 for us all the time when smt the ones tt follow us longest in some point of time are friends lol. so shall treat my friends better n nt be so kb n suan them lo.
but if 4 fun den nvm la. jm i tink u will be the 1 target sia lol

2009-06-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

woah ytd a super fun time at dance bbq
1 meet up wit the guys n we played bball hehe
den the guys hv to start the fire lol, but it was started in no time. n i was dann dumb to lift a white hot charcoals n gena burn lol. had fun cooking all the food although some of it was still raw. no 1 dared to eat the chicken wing at all lol.

den the clearing up of the red hot charcoals was fun, like listening to orchestral lidat the sound of charcoal cooling down is nice hehe.

den we went to the function room n drank vodka haha. austin is dann hiong, spam like siao 1 la. n i was dann sway la lose 4 times black jack in a row wit 2 person getting 21 n 1 person getting 5 long. had to drink half a cup of pure vodka tt gt me abit on fire lol.

den leo said we shd go back his hse to play so we went his hse n played guo wang you xi. tt was rly the high light of the day man. all the most fun n siao things happen( of course include dann sweet things la hehe) shall nt say too much but it is just a pity for those who couldnt make it haiz lol. n i dont dare bring cards to dance chalet leh. play wit them dann hiong la rly like rollercoaster ride sia. when we finally call it a day n go home, my heart dann weak la lol.

n so the day end off n we headed home. but due to my carelessness i did smt pretty dumb accidentally n affect the happy mood of the day sia. so i shall say sry here n thk 4 the fun day it was lol. sadly no pic to post 1 cause we didnt even take pics. pic are ban lol

2009-06-19T05:38:00.002+08:00

ok me from golden monk becom black monk lo. dann it is rly gg to take a long time b4 my hair grow back lol'

ytd had dance n was dann slak. did AYG n dann sway see chua sia. gt screw by him pretty bad hehe. n so long nv dance my muscle are so nt used to it, hv severe back, ass, abs, thigh ache already. omg how am i gg to survive today hehe. n time for me to jump more to pia my bao fa le lo hehe:)

2009-06-17T12:11:00.002+08:00

woah ytd finally gt a day off hehe. seriously i am getting freaking no life.
-who works for two weeks in a round during the holiday?
-who goes out only like 4 times wit friends during the holiday
-who does nt tinking of dotaing or mappling everyday lol

dann tt is me man. serious i hv dann no life. who wants to go out pls ask me lol. nd to go out more often lol haha

thks bros for the bball trip hehe. was very fun n tiring.(omg stamina drop, dance gg to die lo) crap lots of jk n suan each other for stupid things lol. n nt bad jm n leo skill improve, pretty pro sia. time for secret training hehe lol. n to ans some1 who actually tot boon lay no place to play bballl. there is 1 bball court just downstair ur hse pls lol. anw hope to play more bball wit bros meh. ask more ppl more fun lol. n the nx bball trip this sat yeah yeah

n hv to wish jor happy 16th birthday although a bit late where her birthday is on the 14 but nv gt wish better than no wish rite hehe

n gd luck 4 weilin 4 wad u plan to do n hope for the best n pls dont tink too much hehe lol

n omg trm gt dance hehe. gg to die sia. hope my vaccine will make me feel sick n dont nd to dance hehe. some my left hand swell like shit so can do pump yeah, trm shall slak haha. hope su lao dont see this post or he will kill me lol

n to the person tt i owe a explaination. i am sry tt i did this. i do regret wad i did but just hope tt u hack care n maybe i am being way too mean lol

for now i nd to worry abt my holiday hw. hv tons n tons of it. i am a goner is i dont start doing now lol wtf is wrong wit the sch la give so much hw lol. dann no life sia lol

2009-06-14T01:22:00.002+08:00

haiz maybe work is a gd way to distract myself but it is definitely nt the best way
it cant stop memories to come back
i tot i had gotten over some rly bad memories n i am back to my old self
but the past still hunts me. i cant sleep well at all. my life is totally screwed
i hate memories. it just hurt so much to tink of it

n sry tt i had to do this maybe it is better for all. no 1 get hurt, no 1 feels guilty. but i rly suck
making mistakes n taking wrong moves because of my screwed up life. can i rly keep all my promises i doubt so. it seem like there must be 1 tt will hv to be broken but which 1??

nvm abt this irrating things had fun at 2G bbq. so long nv went out wit 2G ppl lo hehe. was very fun n high although nv get drunk at all hehe. hope chalet at the end of yr will be dann fun hehe. n ppl pls tried nt to laugh when u see me nx time hehe. cause it will be pretty funny when u see how different i look hehe shall post pics nx time. nd do some photo editin hehe lol

2009-06-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

hehe earn 22 bucks aft selling cubes, dann happy cause is nt use own money invest and still nd pay rent to my mum sia.

as holiday pass the more luan it gets
there are too many sides
so many confusion
i dont noe which 1 is the real me
which 1 is the correct 1 tt i rly 1
am i so controlled by restriction tt i dont noe wad is my real feeling
haiz i dont neo wad to do can some1 give me some enlightenment

2009-06-07T10:31:00.002+08:00

wtf i just turn from a golden monkey to a golden monk wtf lol

2009-06-06T10:28:00.002+08:00

haha finally a off day from work. but for the rest of the month will be working like siao. i will be selling rubrics cubes hehe. who want cheap 5x5 , 7x7 cube pls find me hehe. n dyed my hair n is dann bronvze dont noe if su lao see leh will kill me a nt leh gg. n i saw elton ytd at book fair sia. dont noe did he come cause he expected to see some1 hehe. or did he can do see other things lol. n dance guys shd camp at sentosa for outing to get a nose bleeding experience hehe lol

2009-06-04T10:06:00.002+08:00

ok finally can slak for the a day. shd i say i hv actually been slaking 4 almost a week tt my parents dont 1 me work any more haha. abit nt focus these few weeks so shall hack care the feeling n do something meaningful lol.

n omg tt person is rly gettng way way way too guo fen. even i can stand her. rly feel like smacking her on the head cause i tink her brain is rly fried. if she gg to continue lidat she sure will regret it 1 sia wtf

2009-06-01T05:18:00.002+08:00

yea the sch holidays are finally here lo and my blog is gg to be as dead or many more dead as ever
mino won cross country again hehe. dann happy tt all the work paid off
n sat the perf0rmance was very screwed, lucky su lao nv see or sur kill us 1 lo

my work days are here lol. gg to work like a no life idiot. n saw yun rong working at world book fair also haha. i want more money lol. n ytd was a gd day sia, made a sales of ard 1k woah. worth celebrating sia lol but i earn 50 buck per day haha

somehow it just left, just like the winds.
it is finally gone completely.
smt i said i wanted out of my mind all the time
but when the time it is rly gone i am just so nt used to it
it feel so empty so weird so unconfortable
will it actually come back? i am rly nt certain this time
maybe it will be better this way?
but i rather to be in pain den feel this feeling.

2009-05-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

haiz finally touch the com aft 2 weeks. busying working n preparing house things. b4 the cross country i would want to thk these people tt has made the preparation successful. looking hopeful tt we can win haha. mino ftw moooooooooooooooooooo. lol
i want thk qiao wei and zilie for being great hse captain and help so much. hehe
i want thk kim, wilson, cheryl and clarissa for helping the tracing of the banner haha. if nt it wont look nice if i was the 1 doing it hehe( art fail sia hehe)
i want thk all those tt can do help do the banner n mascot.
weilin,shouzhan( although u were pretty slak hahaa), glay, christabel, jm(yr 1) kirsten, zhen ming, si yuan, shereen, shirleen, valarie, joryce. n any other ppl that has help, sry if i forget ur name. i am hv short term memory haha

mid yrs are over n i hv totally screw it. holidays shall be mugging like a siao( which will actually nt happen haha. lol still ppl the mid yrs are over so it is time to play hahaha. and still i have dann lot of thing to blog but dann lazy as usual haha. nx time if i can rmb haha lol

i dont noe wad has actually happen n y u like a bit dao sia. if u are pissed, pls tell me y cause i rly dont noe y. even aft thinking for sooooo long, it is getting on my nerves.

2009-05-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

yeah today is mother's day haha. nth much happen except mugging maths and preparing 4 mother's day hehe. n haha changed my blog song hehe
so sick of love songs haha lol.

2009-05-09T21:12:00.002+08:00

so the mid yrs are coming to a end very soon n dance shall be the 1 cca to ever start cca. we will be having cca on tues directly aft paper. haiz any gd luck ppl for ur exams. only left a few days to gaining freedom woooo. n trm is mother's day so shd wish all the mothers out there a happy mother's day haha. esp those still working even though t shd be a day they rest haha.
n yeah exams funk leh so i am gg to die haha. it will be a miracle i dont get grounded during holidays haha

2009-05-06T16:17:00.003+08:00

these days too tired and pia for mid yrs leh hehe
monday had LA n chinese paper 1.
tink i flunk it like shit haha esp LA was rly crapping like shit. tink will die 1 haha
tues was maths and scs
maths i lose 27 maths out of 80 already, tink i am rly dead leh. must score like nearly full marks for paper 2 den can get A1 gg. scs also dann siao, write until hand dann pain ,was rly crapping session haha hope wont flunk is also. will die 1 leh mid yr scs is 80% weightage
today was geo and phy haha
geo was pretty ok manage to sleep for half n hr lol
n i time i finish phy haha. dont noe all the definition but could do the caculations. hope can pass
although fail also my parents will kill haha
trm is chem n chi hehe
shall go n mug chem. chi cant be help 1 lo but must pia like siao if nt sure nt time
n aft trm omg yeah i am gg to very free gt 4 days to mug maths paper 2 but will be playing most of the time hehe. mid yrs ending soon. so just hang on a bit more hehe. jiayou lo

n happy birthday sharlene and anise
n anise hope u like u ""present tt we bought tt start wit letter "c"u are legal to use it hehe. hope can go out wit 2g aft exam hehe, dann long nv meet them leh haha.

elton maybe there is actually fate but dont noe if is it true hehe.

2009-05-03T02:29:00.008+08:00

these few days has been mugging like a retard. haha no wonder jordyn say i am a retard haha.
feel dann accomplised aft mugging so much, at lest i didnt slak haha. n mid yr gg to come very soon hope dont screw it up or i will be the 1 tt get screwed aft exams hehe. n how clever of i to realise that i can kope photo from facebook haha. came across lots of pics that we pretty memorable hehee lol anw gd luck every1 for the mid yr, do die, survive can leh omg phy lol

our poster haha

brothers haha

ly gt pregent

dont even noe wad i am licking

another post haha

choco smores

si qi and his choco espad haha

ms wong

whose heart are u giving it to lol

some1 is missing in the pic haha

out-of-date photo sia

dance vp serivng choco smores

group hand band( except guys lol)

all looks the same except dio dont wear spec anymore( definitely better lol)

our choco fountain

group pic that look a bit wrong with all not lookig at the camera

three man pyramind lol

getting our ass kicked lol

some ppl tio tou pai

fu qi zhao is nice rite

getting hit still smiling

another 1 loving getting hit

another 1. are u ppl sadist

1 time tioing smacked

2 time get smacked

the n times sia rly emo leh sia lol

it has 1 yr since the waff carnival hehe. many things happen there that was dann fun-- like wasted 10 buck just to wack some1 in the end nv even succeed--some1 xing too ruan sia dont want hurt some1 haha. n elton u bad boy tt time gt secret nv tell us lo.
tt day was just so fun
--tired from all the smacking from sponges, all the buying of ice-creams, n all of us the yr 4 being tgt
-- when will it be the nx time that we can actually spent 1 whole day tgt again
so much memories all will come to end this yr haha. a bit sad though.
rly gg to miss everybody haha

2009-04-27T18:37:00.002+08:00

dann i am rly died for my mid yrs. i am nt even in exam mood n prepartation. keep on digressing n tink abt things tt i shd nt be tinking. n i suddenly like weekdays although studying is tiring. dann i dont 1 self study weeks. den cant go sch leh. anw thks bro 4 ur present although 1 time see ur buy so mei you jian she xing de present. maybe a bit gal but still love it haha. ur gave me 1 street tag, black tofu, 1 pair of gally ear-ring, n a pair of shoe laces. every1 of them show how much ur noe abt wad i like but sian i rly gg to miss ur haha. now is time to make ss notes haha. bb. jiayou everybody 4 the mid yrs haha

2009-04-25T09:45:00.002+08:00

haha today is my mum's birthday haha. so cool our birthday is 1 day aft another hehe.
in april 17, 24 25 hathere are so much time in the past to rmb.all this event had been so important tt it hv change me n let me grow up haha. it is nt only abt zhuilang, my birthday or my birthday haha. but still it is pretty important hehe.

n must i rly say things nicely. like if u are sick i shd say are u ok, can a nt. or cant i just say u wont die rite . maybe the sec 1 sound very crude but wad it actually meant hope u get ok n dont die haha. maybe most people wont like it but i dont care haha

2009-04-24T22:28:00.005+08:00

haha today i am finally legal to watch nc 16 movies. also legal 4 tt kind of thing leh hehe. there are rly many ppl tt i want to thk leh

first up i want to thk wei lin, siu min.kimberly, shermaine,
clement,li hua,tracy, anise,michelle,sharlene, huey ying,
brenda,xuewei, jun ming,jaslynn,elton,leong yu,farrah,serene, simin for the sms haha. some was rly sweet n nice haha. many asking me to grow up, dont emo n gd luck in my love life haha lol.

den up nx i hv to thk, jiahao, kit kay, hui zhen, qian qi, cheryl, leonard, austin, zhai yang, zhi wei, wei qiang, kirsten, yee sing, zi ning,sandra, abigial,yun han, jason, qi xin, zhi cong, wilson, yu jie, si qi, jia wei, jian tong, zhi xin, ivan, ru yan, pei yao, shu ying for wishing me happy birthday thk 4 actually rmbing my birthday haha. dann honoured tt i actually took up some space in ur brain lol.

n dancers for actually planning to eat out tgt but due to stupid remedias, it was cancelled. still will thk 4 the heart n rly appreciated it. nvm let hope 4 a nx time. love rvds hehe

den i have to thk tracy for the 1 present haha. the marshmallow was nice. the letter was cool
den hv to thk jordyn n michelle for the brownies tt we rly nice. thk 4 the effort
den is xuewei for also a brownie tt was also nice though can improve haha.
den is hueying for the nice key chain. i noe i dann sexy dont nd tell me haha. n the lollipop haha
den is bess who gave me a pencil case of dora, although doesnt rly suits my type haha.
den lok hang 4 the cookies that will be dann nice. cant bear to eat it.
den is chee yang 4 giving me a lu bu figure tt is pretty big like i t alot haha. shall thk the others nx time, cause this are all i have now lol

but the most touching thing today was actually chee yang planned for me a surprised party 4 me. thk a lot man. it like he invited 2G07 ppl la, like abi, jason. lok hang, clement, huey ying, bess, jordyn, michelle. just wit their existance on such a day was happy enough haha. rly was dann happy la. thk chee yang for all this, rly apreciated it. without this my day wont hv been brighten up. i rly loved every effort u done. i rly dont noe wad to do to show my appreciation sia haha. i rly thk everybody for their msg, wishes, presents n the party. it has rly brighten up my day haha. i will rmb this day.

although there are some regrets, still the gd things are deserve celebrating haha. hope nx yr wont leave wit this regret any more. tt was more wish haha. n elton, u shd noe the result. maybe it is rly fate ba. so it is time to let it go haha

zi lian ppl haha

spastic lok hang haha

dann nice pic sia haha

ta baoing some cake for some ppl haha

a very wrong action tt is part of my birthday bash lol clem's hand

getting raped haha

nice group pics

the cake haha

all the food

the wishing haha

the blowing haha

sadistic way to cut a cake haha

normal way to cut haha

2009-04-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

today take full nafa in 1 day. did 2.4km in the morning den 5 stations in the afternoon. somemore today hv dann lot of lessons n chem remedia haha. dann tiring haha. but a bit . a bit sad wit the results haha. super noob sia. 2
only did 8pull ups
jump 2.36m
sprint 10.5s
sit up 54
stretch 52cm

the only thing tt is acceptable was my 2.4 improve leh. gt 9.37 mins. hope can improve to 9 by this yr. lucky i took nafa 1 day b4 my birthday or i rly will die, all the standard will increase hehe. n this sucks i am rly noob in my phyical. rly must buck up leh la. n 1 more day haiz hehe

2009-04-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

ok so in the end we gd 3 golds. maybe nt wad we expected but shd be proud of it haha. rvds 4tw lol. today was rly boring but at last the party was rly fun where we forget the result and celebrate our effort and hardwork. also it was a chane to express our thk to all we had help us in 1 way or another.

dann looking 4ward to the nx syf. must pia like siao in 1 yr n do well nx time. but still this will be useless if fate does allow me. 2 more days b4 i make my decision haha. although elton seems very sure wad happen wont change the fact tt i will be staying haha.

n b4 i go start mugging like a dog. qn thk 4 putting up such a gd display of su nui on stage haha. was rly proud n jiayou hehe. (love ur???? weird 4 me to say lol) haha

2009-04-20T19:20:00.002+08:00

haha today is 1 time nv sleep in lesson aft syf. does miss it pretty much though. n dann lots of h to catch up. dont understand chem, math, geo. almost like all the topic la. if dont buck up now. can say bb to my mid yr which is only 2 more weeks away.

anw trm is chinese dance turn to take the stage leh so jiayou gals haha. show them ur shu nuiness haha. best let the judges eyes all go popping provided the judge is abit the hmh.. u noe wad i mean lol. so gals gd luck 4 trm n all the best, will be witnessing rv new batch of chio bus lol haha. rest enough n dont stress urself too much, must hv the feel hehe...........

jiayou to njcd also haha. we are all grateful to ur as our seniors n we will always support ur so jiayou haha. ur can do it lol

2009-04-19T21:14:00.003+08:00

ok finally i hv resolve. took me like dann long to tink through abt it.
this thing has finally ended and there no nd to tink abt it. the only to do is remember the past and prepare 4 the future. i cant stop and fall now, it will rly be pointless, there are many thing tt must be done. i noe i am super useless now n cant do anything. my result suck, my dancing skills sucks, every part of me sucks. but wad ever it is, i wont make this thing continue. this is the time to improve. the syf has let me grow a lot. it let me realised my flaws n noe wad i shd improve on. also the syf has become a source of motivation i cant let my life go to waste leh. i rly must strike the best in everything.

also b4 the time to leave i want to at lest contribute it 4 the last time

2009-04-18T20:54:00.003+08:00

if the process of syf was a sweet dream, i rather nv wake up to face the nightmare of reality

2009-04-17T17:30:00.004+08:00

finally is the weekend can take gd rest. shall be gg to sleep the whole day today. n although this is the end of our journey, it is the begin of another. also let pull through tgt wit the rest of our friends whose journey tt has yet to complete. maybe we be there to support them for the final leg of their race hehejiayou qn lol.
i rly cnt take this anw more. this thing will rly blow out any moment. i tink it is rly time to give it up, end it n let it go cause i rly cant do a single shit. i failed in every aspect in everything. maybe i rly nt deserve to be who i am. all i am is worst than a failure. i didnt live up to even the expectation of myself. i am rly beyond hopeless. sry elton 4 putting faith in the wrong person. my journey end here. jiayou 4 urs ok. all yr 4 guys jiayou ok, nx syf will rly be tough n hardcore. hope ur can pull through it. sry i wont be wit ur anw haiz. but relax ppl i will nt give up on myself so easily, if i am useless, i will try my best to be less useless. so the end of my journey is just to prepare for the longer road ahead.

2009-04-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

lol today the result is out. matsuri gt gold while the yr 5 also. but the yr 5 rly must hv done dann well. shock the stage. ur are rly gd lo so cheer up all. n matsuria also cheer up ok, ur did equally well wit all the effort done. n sry 4 wad i say if it seem very harsh didnt meant tt, i tink i rly a bit siao leh, dont noe wad i said. dont take it to heart la. fianlly everything has come to an end, no matter wad the result is, it is a begin of another journey. i dont noe y am i feeling lidat rly contradicting myself. like it but still say until lidat. haiz maybe nt enough sleep ba. hope everything goes well

2009-04-15T20:01:00.002+08:00

finally it is over but somehow i will rly missed it. nd to back to sch work though i rather dance syf for my whole life.

today morning woke up was very excited. can sch also super excited. den did lots of preparation n look dann gd wit our make up hehe. den nose started bleeding n was dann worried i will drag the whole team down.

n soon we went to ucc to prepare for our turn. the waiting was pretty stressfuy. but the most touching part was when we were waiting under the stage. every1 was like motivating each other, guan xing. rly very gan dong la. feel united. den just before we enter the stage, we were already boosted wit lots of motivation as all our souls n mind seem to be linked, which is to dance well haha. n during the process of dancing, we were getting more energtic instead of tired. we were dann high n sreacm like crazy ppl la. we were also rly very happy. n feeling of us dance tgt is rly very gd n i was rly no comments abt it. n finally we finish the dance wit no regrets. n we didnt felt tired at all n i even did 2 ce kongs surprisingly lol.

matsuri ppl i rly enjoy every moment on the stage, rly ur were awesome n i am rly proud of every single of u.if there was missing person the dance wont be perfect. though there might be still some flaws but is also because of our jing shen tt makes this flaws seem so minor. so no matter wad happens, wad is the result. i want ur to still be proud cause we rly hv put in the effort, n tt jing shen is worth so much more. i rly want to thk ur 4 giving me this chance to dance wit every single 1 of ur. it was an honour haha. hope we can pass down this jing shen to our juniors to. may this be our trademark haha

n i want to use this chance to thank all who has help us, the teachers, the instructors, the seniors, our friends , dancers , juniors etc. there are rly too many ppl i want to thk. i rly dont noe how shd i say to express mygratitude. this dance could nt hv been possible without ur effort. jiayou 4 everything ok.

n through this syf i gain rly a lot. the most touching part was every 1 working tgt regardless of which dance u are in. is like rvds suddenly become 1 big family haha. we am rly proud to be a member of such a family. the unity n strogns bonds we hv is rly smt i rly very touching, i am rly proud of all dancers. rvds ftw. meta n an ur must jiayou also, we will be there to back u up hehe.

aft sch aft so long the guys finally when eat chicken rice tgt. wit 14 guys present out of 23.. though a bit sad tt some nv come la haha. is their lose man cause the feeling to eat wit guys is rly very shuang so shuang tt i almost cried. bros i love u ok haha.
dann getting dann emotional sia. like almost cry 4 time in a day haha. but all very touching tt y lol.

n these few days a bit busy forget to say
happy birthday to kim which is on 13april
happy birthday to simin which is on 14 april
happy birthday to weilin which is on 15 april n last but nt lest
happy birthday to su lao which is also on 15 april. soooo cool all their birthday all 1 line 1 lol

today is rly a great day tt i will nv forget. all the experience n joy hehe. it will stay part of me forever. soo much happy things happy things rock lol.

if only i have more time i would want to say more. rly there are so many great things tt happen haah

2009-04-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

1 more day n all will finally end. suddenly miss this dance sia. all the put in by all of us lol. all the fun times we had, all the sad things tt happen. all will finally come to a conclusion trm. dann rly feel abit sad. still ppl let jiayou trm haha. 1 more day, 1 more day of hardwork, 1 more day of a tired body n mind n 1 more day of matsuri. so let cherish it n enjoy it. feel tt we are dancing tgt. feeling the person beside u as we dance in unity n scream as 1 sound. so lets rock the stage wit our energetic dance n express our happiness n bring a smile to all the audience.

WE can do it

ok dont noe y i tink i suck a lot. make dann lot of ppl pissed but rly dann hopless. shd just fall down n rot.

2009-04-13T20:49:00.002+08:00

ok today was a rly slak day poning like almost half of the lessons. den was the preview n suddenly nd to wear make up. sry bro, screw some of the make up haha. rly caused dann lot of trouble sia. den the preview, the seniors did dann well, qian nui dance better n matsuri improved. we shd feel proud. although we can do better, lets push ourselves to our best by wed. we can do it. n thk 4 the sch 4 supporting us. ur support is a great pushing force. sry jm for nt being able to help u in fact causing more trouble la. i rly dont noe how to help, i rly dann useless rite.

i am rly fucking useless man. always create unnecessary trouble. making other ppl cover up. i also super mei jian she xing, causing stupid things to happen, like hai py break his hand. i also cant dance well at all la. teacher give me chance but i just waste it. all the time i always make mistake tt destroy the dance. i also dont focus at all, nt dancing wit all my effort when every1 is putting in effort. myabe i rly dann useless. only noe how to do stupid things tt are useless. of no help at all. maybe i shd quit dance cause so much problem haiz. since young always dann stupid la. always playing a fool n nt doing things seriously. always causing trouble. when ppl are imrove i am like deproving. i hv super lots of problems la. smt things is all my fault la. i dont 1 to put all the ppl effort to waste. there is only 1 chance. n tt stress is rly killing me.

2009-04-11T21:11:00.002+08:00

today had prac at ucc n the experience was nt rly pleasant but we still no matter wad happen we cant give up now. we must stay strong n jian chi. we can be emo but aft emo, we must hv even more motivation to dance well. cause we i noe we can do it 1. it nt like we are too noob or the dance is too difficult. i rly believe tt we can rly do it if we put in all our full efforts and full concentration. so aft today we only left a few days can we just go out n do all our best. i noe all of us are tired both physically and mentally, but we must bear wit it. we shd get motivation from each other. cause in the dance, we are all like comrades n we are dancing tgt 4 a common goal. so when u feel like giving up, find faith from the person beside u. we shd also pull our friends tt feel like giving to continue as we progress as a team. i believe if we rly jiayou n untued as 1, putting down our difference, skin colour, sex, height, age, weight, hair length etc we can rly achieve wad we hope 4. even if it didnt turn out well, we still hv a comrade to cry wit and support each other. lets the experience forever be rmb how we work tgt, how we sweat tgt, ho we cry to tgt , how we smile happily tgt, n the result wont be the most imortant n it will also nt be disappointing. so jiayou ppl. RVDS FTW hehe

2009-04-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

went to cut hair today tt is dann cheap. like only 3.80 haha. dann worth it. now all the rvds guys in inter dance hv the similar hairstyle unless ur hair is too short. jm hox. n it seem like my hair nv cut at all la. still dann long la. hope trm su lao wont kill me haha. trm is ucc pra. if i am lucky i wont be biten by a mad dog, if nt i tink i wont leave ucc alive haha. jiayou inter dancers. we still hv a few more days to pull through n we can do it. we can make a MIRACLE lol

2009-04-09T20:56:00.005+08:00

today saw our costume and it look quite cool and sexy. dont noe shd the guys go shave off their leg cause we will be showcasing our thigh muscles haha. n thk to the qian nu gals we are able to finish "decorating" the drum haha. rly very kind of them haha. n ytd was a rly sucky day. nv wish tt such a day would actually exist. jiayou RVCB, ur did ur best n ur shd be proud of urslf no matter wad happen. the students will always support ur haha. shd we say we are proud of u. so cheer up hx and kim.
this is rly dann fuck up. wtf are do u tink u are doing. rubbing salt on a wound tt is still fresh. they did their best already n yet u are still nt happy. the result is only 1 aspect of SYF yet u take it as if it is every thing. does achievements so important tt u dont care abt wad the students are feeling. if this is it, i can only say u fail nt only as a adult but also as a principal. rly wad would the other ccas tink, if they fail to meet the standard the sch set, it means we fail. den i fucking rather i get a COP 4 syf but enjoy the process n grow up n improve in my skills. cant u see how much effort the students as put in. they rly sacrificed so much tt it is rly heart breaking to see ur nt appreciating it. damm i rly dont feel like getting a gd result 4 syf. cause there is no point in it. SYF only become a tool of rv to show off, nt improve the students holistical. the whole education system is fuck up sia. wad holistic developement when u only care abt results. wtf this is rly suck cork ...

2009-04-07T20:26:00.005+08:00

Today the normal day tt was pretty boring. Played like meboy 4 the whole day la. CID was as slak as usually. The whole team was playing pokemon dann no life la. Den don’t noe for wad reason mr lim was dann pissed wit me 4 stupid reasons la. Don’t noe leh he l8rly like PMS everyday dann angry 1 lol.

N den aft dance it was rly crazy, dance like a lot n tiring. Also noe a lot of dirty sercrets of some dance seniors n lot of pretty RA things lol. also qn look dann chio now wit the new costume. it looks la, make the gals look dann su nui. chio ppl look more chio now. nt so ppl look chio lol haha. (no names just in case ppl kill me)But sian inter still hv 1 more week n 1 day n yet we are still dann bad. Hope we can make a miracle happen n the dance become godly In less than 8 days lol. But to make tt miracle it will be gg to be hard work .but I don’t noe If my body can take it any more. It rly want to break down rite now. My determination is weakening. My body is tired. I rly gg to fall sick la. Is like 1 day u nose bleed 3 time 4 nth. Lose so much blood plus lack of sleep , plus too much stress plus lots of things. I am rly gg to fall sick. But y fall sick now. This is so nt the time to fall sick. I rly nd a motivation n push my self. N also hv a super gd rest , I rly nd it

n jiayou Kimberly, still gt 1 more day to go to SYF jiayou hox, u can do it 1. N gd luck to RVCB in their SYF central judging trm lol.

2009-04-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

haiz 1 test down n 1 more test to go haha. dont noe will i die 4 my chem test a nt. heard is very hard sia.

but anw, meet parent was dann bad. gt f**** up by the teachers rly badly esp lim. flame me abt sleeping in class n playing too much GC. haiz, gt scolded rly badly, but WHO CARES l

ol. n 2 more days to band SYF n anther 9 more days to mine.

still i feel like i am nt putting in my best n so is everybody else. we have nt even reach our limits yet. we can like do so much better but we just chose nt to. haiz if this continue i dont noe wad will happen. still will try to push my limits, for the seniors tt left, for the reputation of rvds tt has been sustain, and most importantly 4 myself.

trm gt cid which is a slak day, most likely playing wit my new toy MEBOY haha. dann if this continues my mid yr is a goner man. worst still gt cca, haiz but at lest can see chio bu(in ly point of view haha) lol

2009-04-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

today is a sucky day. damm.
1 it was phy test.
2 was scolded by maths teacher. say when i gt energy i play GC. when no energy den go sleeo
3 dance was sucky didnt dance very well. noob sia
4 wasted dann lot of time looking for my ezlink card
5smt happen tt was dann bad.(hope it is ok now)
6gt pissed off n sian diao because of tt thing and behave stupidly
7my bros all emo
*jm dann stress because of dance
*SQ stress because of competition
* leo because of personal problems
toady just dann shit
hope trm can be better.
n bleach sucks today also lol

2009-04-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

haha today went to offshore singapore to singapore's only land fill. was dann fun la, the guide was very funny n fun. we learn abt more the land fill. (though i personally feel it was like a session of teach us to be more environmental friendly)

the most fun part was actually the boat ride. enjoy the sea breeze tt is dann shu fu. made me tot abt zhui lang also. miss tt dance a lot. we even play pranks on the boat tt i tink i shall nt say much. shall post some pics nx time.

n yeah finally i gt my new com haha. god dann happy la. n the best part is it is dann freaking fast haha. love it man. shall go spamming games haah. byebye lol

n shall spam 4 inter dance. suddenly i found back my motivation. n most importantly how to feel happy abt during the dance. though the method a bit hua chi haha lol

2009-03-30T20:51:00.002+08:00

yeah now i am left wit no music n no more alarm clock haha. hope i will able to wake up trm.
n piano is dann hard, cant believe a muscial retard like me is trying to learn it.
tink i will just give up n smash the piano haha. lol
n sudden, i hv no feel to dance inter dance haha.